WHAT!? Who is this? I’m glad you enjoyed it, I have an intense and unhealthy pride in my ability to create mixtapes.
FOLLOW UP: try the final essay mix when you feel less relaxed. I guarantee you’ll enjoy it
Between James, work, the marathon bombing, Patrick, my parents separation, the cruise, roommate issues, and my aunts tumor, this year has been just about enough to drive me to drink.
I just want to fix things. I want to not feel sad all the time, I want to be happy again. I want to be able to function as a normal person so that I can meet people and develop a social network here. Because right now, I don’t want to leave my house if I can help it. I would rather sit at home alone than have to face people I don’t know.
I want everything to go back to 6 months ago and I want to be able to fix problems before the start. I want to rewind 7 months and take Patriots day off. I just want to stop being so constantly negative and sad and scared and get the fuck over things already.