In which I second guess everything in my life whenever things start to go well and I just doubt everything and everyone until something goes wrong. At which point I’m relieved in a weird way, because it makes more sense to me that humans are supposed to be disappointed.
Like, how many people actually get exactly what they want out of life?
Agreed. I have been recently getting more and more of what I want out of life, though I am literally sitting on the edge...
This makes so much sense to me.