I am not ok with the fact that I don’t have a single picture from my graduation day because my parents left the ceremony. I am not ok that for the rest of my life, I have no indication that I was actually at the ceremony. I am not ok with my family having basically no interaction with me before or immediately after the ceremony and that literally NO ONE I KNEW was there when I walked off the stage.
I am also not ok with them realizing yesterday what shitty parents they were, and deciding that today they’re going to take a picture of me at my cottage with my degree. I am actually fuming mad about this. I’m also not happy that since I’ve been home my family has been using my degree to mock me.
J offerred to make up for this by taking me out to celebrate when I get “home.” And I couldn’t adequately explain how upset I was that a guy I’ve known for a month and a bit understands more about me than my family. So I just got sulky and whiny and felt like a bad person for turning him down.
I’m just having a bad day about this.